CURE FOR DEPRESSION

CURE FOR DEPRESSION

Loneliness and depression have been friends of mine recently and it affected beyond measure my relationships with people. At some point, I became unbearably paranoid. This was evident in the blocking spree I went on here, running from no one. Talking to myself like a retard, hitting up at every barking dog, Whipping up scenarios and events inside my head and creating my own storm while being agitated when it rains. I have never been this delusional in my life.

I always was on the classified drugs to find closure. Not anymore. I have in quick succession found solace with nature and natural spirits. Deep within me, I understood clearly that the chasm, that void needed to be filled up quickly.

The sense of emptiness that can arise when most of your plans do not find fruition can be depressing and demeaning. Sometimes you may try to hide the shame but it stays evident in your eyes. You cuss out at everything. You may even want to die. To end it through the coward way which is nonetheless easy. You don't want to know what gives room for suicide and the rest. Dark thoughts can kill.

No vessel should be left empty. Or wild spirits come in and inhabit it quickly. People who self destruct did not just decide to. Sometimes forces outside them can play out sinister machinations,supplanting them. Thwarting their beautiful minds into horrifying channels.

The truth of the matter also is that every human have at one point or the other felt this way. It shows at least once. You begin to question life commitments, beliefs, principles. And you seem not to be able to live anymore with the realities on ground. Sometimes,you are carried away with tears at what you became. A potential that never got to it's Uhuru. We should be able to live with these realities. The rich and the poor,the affluent and the pauperized all find time to die. No competition. It all ends in death,these should help us in managing the pressures that arises regardless.

The nights when the wind was so cold should always be on our minds and looking at where we are today we must remember that success is been gradually attained even if it is not obvious to the watching world. You are living. You are not here to live life on anyone's template.

We all do not even know what we are doing which includes the morality police and soldiers you see around. These ones have got worse challenges. We are all clueless. Please,allow yourself to do you.

Do you believe in fate?
Do you believe in bad luck?
Do you believe in predestination?

Do you believe in love?
Do you believe in miracles?
Do you know the root behind human sufferings and pains?